this is me(demi lovato)

Always been kind of girl
that hid my face
soafraid to say the world
what I've got to say..

But I have this dream
right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
it's to let U know

Do U know what it's like to feel so in the dark?
to dream about a life
where U are shining star

Even though it seems
like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
it's the only way

This is real this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be know
gonna let the light shine on me

Now I've found who I am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who I wanna be
THIS IS ME

Ingin berubah

Ya Allah, maafkanlah hambamu ini kerana masih lagi tidak patuh kepada suruhanMu.. maaf kerana aku masih lagi tidak menutup aurat sepenuhnya.. hati ini memang ingin berubah, tapi apakan daya diri ini masih mentah.. insyAllah aku akan terus berusaha untuk mengikuti suruhanMu itu.. walaupun sekarang aku sudah bertudung tapi ada kalanya tudung itu tiada di tempatnya.. mungkin kerana aku terlalu degil atau leka tentang wajibnya bertudung.. dengan ini aku mamasang niat untuk bertudung dan menutup aurat sebaik mungkin selepas aku tamat tingkatan lima iaitu pada hujung tahun 2011..

kenduri doa selamat

Semalam parents buat kenduri doa selamat untuk abangku yg nk ambil SPM mulai SELASA nanti. sehari sebelum buat kenduri tu mcm biase la persiapan mmg teruk betul tido pun pukul 2.30 pagi.. bangun je pagi esk terus pening kepala..tapi x blh t ape2 kene juga tolong mama kesian pula kalau x tolong..kenduri sampai pukul 5 je.. tapi best friend dgn family die dtg lewat tak pe la namapun best friends..thanks kpd semua yg datang..

my life..

now i'm in form 4(16th years old)... I know my life was good, fun,and i have everything.. I love my life now.. I don't want to change it.. I have a lots of friends, I love them.. but some times they make me sad and cry only because they jelous on me.. what is this??? I don't want anyone jelous on me.. now some of them hate me, and I'am their enemy... bad :(.. anyway I'll follow my mom.. no love for somebody if they don't love me.. I think it will be good and fun...